In the spirit of woman I bow to you and you and you.
In the spirit of woman I bow to you and you and you.
So….I tried it. I gave in and went to this event everyone told me was going to be so wonderful. A dance event, not really a class, not really a party,, not really a prayer…kind of a mix of all of these. Live DJ and drums…..people in various assortments of yoga clothes showing off how free they are and wild and cool and expressive. Bare chested men, long skirted women, tribal moves, hip hop moves, ballet moves…..It was my scene. The expressive dance scene. Every hug I received usually had some assortment of sweaty check chest or hand. So nobody really could hug. But that was okay. We were dancing and sweating and this was a good reason not to hug.
Except the music was too loud. Immediately upon entering this old beautiful church (St. Mark’s Church) a beautiful venue to have the event, symbolic, historic, open, prayerful…it’s really quite perfect. In the middle of the East Village one of the best neighborhoods in NYC with a nice wide open dance floor…except the floor was wood over cement which sucks for dancer bare feet and really letting go. I couldn’t find it….I tried. I got on the dance floor, I liked a lot of the music. I found ways to not let the floor bother me by pretending I was a butterfly and moving thru water…I did all the tricks. I even got ear plugs. I danced with others. I danced with friends I love. I sat and watched others dance. I meditated. I stretched.
But earplugs? And my ears still hurt. Finally I grabbed my girlfriend and we mosied out side running into all different friends….chatted outside the church near the Kombucha and Raw Chocolate Stands. And it was still too loud. But seeing the friends …..that was the highlight. The beautiful people of NYC, the artistic, prayerful, ecstatic dancers who care. So the night was not a waste…..but I won’t be back unless they lower the sound. Girls gotta keep her standards.
Hi everyone….Thank you so much for following this blog. I recently fell off the blog bandwagon and I want to apologize and say I simply got overwhelmed. I tend to do that. I get overwhelmed and then just stop things entirely. I think it’s a subtle form of self sabotage on some level. On the other hand I was also doing some serious self healing work and taking a break from being on the computer so very much. I don’t feel as energetically balanced when I have been on the computer in large doses so I let myself take a break and just enjoy the summer.
But now the inspiration is back, I have tektite rocks and argone and crystals all around my computer to help balance the energy. I will post about how those things work amazingly well to balance the magnetic frequencies in another post. Right now I am waiting for a special argone piece for my cell phone….the new Iphone I am about to purchase–YAY! Cell phones are another thing that makes my energy wacky. But the good news is there are special rocks and gems and crystals that can help and I have a friend who makes the most amazingly beautiful and useful gadgets for everything you can think of. More to come on that…just planting seeds for future posts!
I am coming back to this blogging with a more personal touch and I want to share more of my personal journey with you all, as this is the writing that inspires me and I think I have a lot going on in my life that you all would be interested in. Sensual Tantric Healing is a path I am living daily in NYC. Sometimes successfully, sometimes not so successfully, but overall, I feel at this time on the planet, most of us are getting a little ass kicking and are being forced to step up and do what we came here to do. Recently I am finding that I DO KNOW! I don’t have to trick myself into thinking, I am confused. I am not. I am here to help share conscious sexuality, sensuality and the path of healing and transformation thru these pathways…for the good of all. I am here to help the balancing of the male and female principles on this planet and help support the woman to shine and step into her real power that is as soft as it is fierce.
Recently in my practice of Sensual Tantric Healing I have started to work with a Taoist master to bring more of the beauty of the taoist wisdom into my work with men, women and couples. Mantak Chia, the leading teacher of Taoism is a such a gem of a master and his books are profound. I find this chinese system really understands how to systematize the cultivation of sexual energy for healing, joy and expansion in such a clear and poetic way. So I am diving in. Most importantly it starts with your own practice. This week I am beginning to learn Ovarian breathing and the 5 Healing Sounds, which I am told are the foundation for this work.
Here is a quote from Taoist Secrets of Love Cultivating Male Sexual Energy by Mantak Chia:
“The Tao teaches there is infinite pleasure and limitless potential with every human being. The addiction to sex as emotional food can gradually be changed from within the male body through chi cultivation. One grows to appreciate this fact with the retention of the seminal fluid and its transformation into the higher center of the heart. One experiences the fullness of life long after the love-making has ceased, and a delicacy that more easily moves beyond temporary sensory stimulation, to a continuous connection of feelings with the lover. The man who diligently studies the Tao learns that the source of all emotions as well as the source of a woman’s allure is also within himself.”
“The man who cultivates his subtle energy eventually experiences in his body the fact that all living beings are part of one life. He and his lover flow into each other. He knows that across the web of consciousness one living thing constantly nourishes another. In becoming highly aware of the interconnection between all creatures, he strengthens his tendency to be unselfish. He may suddenly find himself asking: why pour negative thoughts into the single stream from which all must drink?” -Mantak Chia
I LOVE these two qoutes….it brings sexuality to a whole new cosmic level where it should be….this is what I want to offer to people. This is what I want to learn to cultivate more of in my own life. Recently I have been attracting more clients that are seeking ejaculation retention or are already at that level and I have also introduced a couple of newbies to this practice, with smashing feedback. They have reported increased energy, more aliveness and more appreciation for life…when at first they felt they were getting cheated of a “full experience” they later said they had never felt so amazing….
More to come…..the next post will be about women and sexual energy cultivation according to the Tao. Please feel free to leave comments!
I am so happy this work is happening….please make use of it!
I’m very excited to announce my Fall teleseminar teaching schedule, featuring three new 4-week energy work teleseminars. Take 1, 2, or all 3!
Energy Healing for Sexual Trauma, Sept. 30th – Oct. 21st
Feminine Energy Body Empowerment, Oct. 28th – Nov. 18th
Ancient Egyptian Mysticism, Nov. 25th – Dec. 16th
Each 4- week teleseminar is recorded live on Sunday mornings 9-10am PST. You may participate live through a conference service or listen to the MP3 recording at any time during the week. Each class also includes related written materials for your reference and optional participation in an online forum where you may ask questions and share experiences (you may participate anonymously if you wish.)
All of these seminars revolve around guided energy work and meditation centered on the chakras, or energy centers. You do not need a familiarity with the chakras to follow along. In each session…
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